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The Distaff Muse

by Rebecca Jade

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1.
I spy a cloud in the sky on its way to cover the sun maybe if I close my eyes I can stay in control of the light I need to beat, to keep, one step ahead To know, to guess what happens next (what happens next) What happens next? (what happens next) Every star collected as one But I was not afraid Because I was with you my friend I can never die again The red fire took over the horizon I looked around and you were there I knew you were a scientist I knew we would get through this Every time you say We’re going to be OK You know I believe you Even though now and then I get the strangest dreams about blondes and infidelity When the apocalypse comes I know you’ll be there for me... Every star collected as one But I was not afraid Because I was with you my friend And I can never die again I can never die again I can never die again I can never die.
2.
For once I’m lost for words This situation is absurd I know what I need to do but I can I do it? This feeling it makes me sick I want to pull that plaster quick Be more of a man than he can manage My heart is slowly breaking, slow slow, slow slow Agonising waiting he said go go, go go I can hear his voice repeating Echo, echo, echo Echo... How can I put this out of mind? Does like attract like and kindness repay kind? Affirmations of love return But am I too badly burnt? I know what I need to get but can he give it? I record his skin on mine Elevate a kiss to a sign Try to ascertain what can be salvaged My heart is slowly breaking, slow slow, slow slow Agonising waiting he said go go, go go I can hear his voice repeating Echo, echo, echo Echo... (x2)
3.
Brother 03:42
My brother is worried I’ll be so far from the sea for so long My brother is worried I’m going to get too far gone But does he know he speaks in poetry? Does he know he truly knows me? So what can you tell him? How will you ease his troubled mind? So what can you tell him? I feel the task is not mine But you should know he speaks in poetry You should know he truly knows me When we were children I wished a shooting star into the night When we were children I just wanted to make everything right I think I’ll just tell him that you and I We've learnt how to make the sun shine I think he’ll understand I’ll write some songs and sing them My brother’s words will be in them I think he’ll understand How I can love a man Like you Like you
4.
He was all fingers and thumbs She was hospital corners He didn’t care about the words He only listened to the chorus “This will never work” They all told us But how the mighty fall… It was summer not too many years ago when I met her Cursing the sun and waiting for the snow The bus arrived long before winter: I followed her on I pretended we were going in the same direction A boy sat down next to me I snapped out of my world I noticed his hair around his finger curl I can’t remember who spoke first but he made me forget the sun We drove on together, north, to the next season Autumn leaves he kicked around his feet She cursed when he dragged them in The years went by the time they tried to deny But they fell down, down, down, no matter how they tried Vera said it best How Earthly souls escaped and fled To be sent to be re-born again And how they wept when they read How they could be like the feathers blown So free on a breeze so far from home A victory of sorts in flesh Not made hollow but of bone He was all fingers and thumbs She was hospital corners He didn’t care about the words He only listened to the chorus “This will never work” They all told us But how the mighty fall…
5.
You Do 05:57
Why must you bother me Even though unconsciously Oh you know you do You do With three words you topple me And I was stood so gracefully Oh you know you do You do Through many nights in many dreams And many daylight hours Trying to figure out what it all means You could fell me with a glance If I could I'd take the chance And thank god I can't I can't Through many words in many songs And many conversations With many a patient friend And in the end... And in the end... And in the end... It's all come to nothing now And this will be the last song I write Oh you know it will x2 It will x4 It might...
6.
All my pasts came at once The timeline congealed Separated again and all was revealed Laid stark and bare No cover, no care A shout into the ether I could run nowhere Eyes met eyes Met memories A nod of the head, no words to be said Entirely instrumental you were all Entirely instrumental you were all Entirely instrumental you were all Entirely instrumental you were all In this creation And in its cessation... Entirely instrumental I was the only narrator (you were all) I was the sole orator (you were all) Entirely instrumental you were all
7.
Oh the thought of you with somebody else With your teeth marks still in my arm I don't know why you'd want to hurt me I don't know why you'd cause me harm And I know that I could take control I know it in my mind, I know it in my soul Yet I let you lead the way And I follow to my own dismay... I'm on the outside of myself looking in Shaking my heart, where my head should've been I'm on the outside of myself looking in And I'm shaking my heart where my head My head should've been Oh the thought of you with somebody else With your eyes alternating between a blink and a stare With that look I didn't mean to memorise I should be glad that I'm not there And I know that I could take control I know it in my mind, oh yes I know it in my soul Yet I let you lead the way And I follow to my own dismay... I'm on the outside of myself looking in Shaking my heart, where my head should've been I'm on the outside of myself looking in And I'm shaking my heart where my head Where my head Where my head Where my head Where my head (head) My head (head) My head Where my head Where my head (head) My head (head) My head Where my head My head should've been
8.
You don't make no sense when you're drinking There's a line that you cross where you make no sense And I don't want to see that line again I don't think you're like Townes No I don't think you're like him at all Please don't turn out like him I don't think I'd like to know you at all I can see myself in his children If you turn out like him Please don't have children It's so hard for the ones you love Yes it's so hard for the ones you love, love, love... Friendship should mean more than drinking Blood should be thicker than wine I don't care what you do No I don't care what you do When you're not mine "You should all hear his songs Oh you should all hear his songs” But you all turned away You couldn't stand to witness The potential and the pain Oh and Davey was just the same Yes Davey was just the same I can see myself in his children If you turn out like him, please don’t have children... I can see myself in his children If you turn out like him Please, don't have...
9.
Well 02:29
Well, well, well What have we here? Another day paralysed by fear I don’t even know what I’m grieving for I spend my dreams in states of sorrow My waking hours in spates more hollow Then hateful words from my mouth follow Pushing for a resolution I can’t ignore… Well well well, what’s it all for? Cowardice is a precipice I’ve tried not to be too familiar with But here it is- I stepped right up and walked right in Embraced a selfish part of me I tried so hard not to see Or hear, but the walls round these parts are too thin But the walls round these parts are too... Well, well, well Time has caught up with me It’s found me here, alone but for my fear I’m too tired to run another mile Maybe if I can buy some more time Maybe the gods will come down on my side And fate will for me decide On a resolution I can’t ignore Well well well what’s it all for?
10.
When I don’t hear from him I know why that is I know that he’s with her I know that she’s his Possession is 9/10ths of the law So I guess it’s fair He’s only mine one tenth of the time Yeah like I care... He was only ever meant to be a stop-gap, girls You know one to fill the spaces Leave no residue or traces Now I think somebody is gonna get burned Oh and didn’t I tell you this would run? This feels like a marathon... Oh now listen to me girls If I’m talking ‘bout your man Take him far, far from here Run as fast you can It’s not like I think that I’m special, or proud Please don’t think it’s that It’s not like I want to be sneaking around Like some alleycat I was never ever meant to be a stop gap girl You know one to fill the spaces Leave no evidence or traces My sister tells me this shouldn’t be my world But oh, if the cap fits Are you destined to wear it? He was only ever meant to be a stop-gap I was never ever meant to be a stop- gap He was only ever meant to be a stop-gap, girls Oh and I, was never mean to be a stop-gap girl.
11.
Willow Walk 04:40
My darling, you should live on Willow Walk I’ve seen the sunshine there I’ve heard the talk There’s solace in the air And freedom from your cares Yes there’s something to be said for Willow Walk. Times have been hard, I know that We’re all feeling the burn Together we can turn the tables There’s so much to unlearn Always up hill, struggling for breath Age is looming, we’ll be left bereft So... Come follow me, one thing that’s always been there You’ve been so blind, my dear, I know you fear you’re falling I know you fear you’re falling I know you fear you’re falling I know you fear you’re falling I know you fear you’re falling I know you’re falling... But my darling You should live on Willow Walk Don’t you know that I’ve I’ve seen the sunshine there and I have I’ve heard the talk There’s solace in the air And freedom from your cares Yes there’s something to be said for Willow Walk...

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The Distaff Muse is dedicated to my brothers and sisters.

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released June 1, 2012

The album The Distaff Muse is performed by:

Andrew ‘OC’ Pridding: bass guitar, vocals
Jeremy Radway: saxophone, piano, organ
Rebecca Jade: guitars, vocals, flutes, percussion, glockenspiel, wem copycat
Steve Brummell: drums

All songs by Rebecca Jade.

Recorded and mixed by Dave Lynch at Old Flint Barn studios
Mastered by Radio Love Productions
Album cover art by KEELERTORNERO , based on an original photograph by Willy Robinson
Sleeve layout by Turenkarn.

Released digitally worldwide, 1 June 2012
Magic Realism Records

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